Saturday I have another bodybuilding comp in rockford. I'm nervous as hell, hence me writing a journal around 2:30 in the AM. I tried doing things a little differently than the one I had two weeks ago, so we'll see how things turn out. Personally I think I look much fuller, but we will see what happens with the water weight...hopefully I come in as lean as I did two weeks ago...ugh....freaking nerves...if only I could have a drink at the moment, lol